I never realized that my mum was my world , till i lost her, i got on with my everyday life focused on my children and everyday life, because i worked full time and was a single parent i never seen my mum much, but now i wish i had, not a day goes by without me thinking of my lovely mum helen, when we did see each other she was silly as anything, i always put a smile on my mums face, not really sure why but it was great to see, i have her lovely smiley face in my head as well as the face when she died, i dream of it all the time, even though she wouldnt want me too, but at the moment because its so raw i cant help myself, i have lovely memories of my mum shes the woman who made me now, funny and caring and so easy to talk to, i think of my mum and i see me, thankyou so much for that, you live in me now, im just you in disguise lol, love you forever mum, and miss you so bloody much xxxxxxxxx