Mum.....Two months 2day you went away,how time flies by..its bin so hard for everyone mum,xmas was really bad,i kept crying,just wanted to come and see you and bring your present...but i kept it and put it up,hope you like it.Courtney talks bout you all the time,she still got her bracelet on,she wont take it off,think she finding it hard,but she tries not to show it to me,i took some pictures of your roses,going to get them blown up and put on the wall,they will always remind me of you every time i look at them.Went to the book of remembrance on dads anniversary,and lit a candle at home like i do every year,25yrs mum...it gone so quick,i am so proud of you mum,how u coped wen dad went,it was really hard for you with out him,Ben reminds me so much of dad,it scary,it the little things he does,you would be so proud of him mum...and i know he misses you lots. Hope your looking down on us all and keeping us safe and strong to get threw the hard times. Give Dad and Alfie a kiss and hug from me and Courtney. miss you lots mummy bye for now.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx