hi nana my mum talks bout u all the time she so sad she said her hearts in pain after losing you she cant understand why u left she thought u was gona get better she keeps talking bout her letting you down but i no she didnt i no she wouldnt leave ur side while u was ill we didnt see her she wanted u to be safe and to make sure someone was always ther with you i think she brave she really loves you and talks of u every day i pray that one day she no s u were proud of her and she not so sad any more she will always remember and love you just like ida you meant loads to her i dont like seeing my mum sad i guess it will just take time i love you even thow i didnt see you that much n mum tells kids stories bout u no one will ever 4 get u cause my mum wont let them watch over my mum nana think she needs you x x x all my love callan x x